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Just wanna say something to somebody whom I once love and still love and feel very ashamed and sinful for. Time and time I hurt you but... You are not at all upset. I feel ashamed at myself and for my kor's deeds.

Lucifer your blog so I went to visit it and browsed through the posts you have once made. I didn't make too dark an imprint on you or did I? I don't know. I know words cannot be accepted as they are just black and white. The times we were once in are now regarded as unhappy and invalid.

There is one such post that I think your referring to me.

"hahas, i hav a very bad impression on bros... seriously... coz my ex always test me... which kinda pisses me off... she fake that shes her bro (and i know that), so i played along wif her, she asked me to answer some question... =.=, and obviously, i lied alot, and gav her answers that she wouldnt want to hear... im aint that clever, but im aint dumb also =.=... anyways, i dun wanna get involved wif such things yet, later she kena trouble =.=, so i'd better stay outta these stuff.. hahas."

Its me. I don't remember. But there's a time when I seriously didn't know if you loved me. I did not really thought about you until somebody mentioned about you to me recently . I thought about how I hurt you. I felt hypocritical. Questioning the amount of love you gave me...

Lee Boon Yao , I am sorry.